Exordium Manila 2017


I don’t have plan to watch Exordium because it is so expensive and beside I already saw them last year. So I thought, nah!Pass! I won’t spend 12k. I got priorities and all! But things just happened and we we’re able to grab a VIP ticket for 4800 + 1 case of 28 black!😁😁


I have 24 pcs of this one!😁😁😁


My Kcon buddy!Andy:-)


We feel like veterans already so we don’t really fall in line. Beside, it’s araneta so no hassle. They’re veterans also in handling big scale concert so by 5pm, they already let people in. I didn’t take so much photo too. I feel old. haha. So I was just there setting confortably! I just wanted to enjoy it.Ops. I took some solo ofcourse!



I wouldn’t say it’s the best but it’s more than ok:-) you’ve got 8 beautiful handsome men and awesome production, lights and effects and a very fashionate thousand of fans. Since my biases already left the group, I’m very much platonic!haha! But I kinda root the maknaes Sekai and they are really a charmer! Sehun still has that stoic face but he’s just cute when he wants too and still cute even if he don’t. But my eyes zoom in to Kai everytime he started to dance. He just look amazing! He has a unique beauty too! He just have a strong charisma even if he just stand there and do nothing. I guess that’s really the role if visuals. He just stand there mostly expressionless and still you will notice him! Anyway, all the rest are still the same the way they are. Baekhyun is still restless along with Chanyeol and Chen. D.O is still having his round eyes! We have a nickname for him. “Patay na Bata”. haha. Xiumin was just a happy ball of pumpkin, Suho tried hard to speak in english through out the con!Kudos to him! and Lay, as always wasn’t able to come! We missed that unicorn!

Anyway, the boys didn’t change that much only that they became more handsome and manly this time specially SEKAI! 💗💗💗


Beautiful in white




Happy Valentines day! May this day brings joy to all the hearts around the world! And to all singles like me, allow me to share this good news to you. GOD’S LOVE YOU! So BIG and SO MUCH that 2000 years ago, he gave his son. He came to earth as a baby, fragile and powerless, grew up as a man just like you and me, not a millionare but an ordinary carpenter son, and DIE for your sins and mine.

“For God so loved the world that he gave his one and only Son, that whoever believes in him shall not perish but have eternal life.”
John 3:16

Allow this word to sink in to you and this is more than enough to be joyful not just today but every single day of your life!


Ps. My brother left me this note yesterday and I was just so touch and teary eyed.


Way before I am in a love hate relationship with my brothers. Only when I learned and experience how much Jesus love me that I was able to love them and appreciate their existence in my life. Browse my previous post and you could see my letter of apology to them:) I sent them the link but I’m not sure if they read it but since then I made an effort to show to them my love and become a sister they deserve.



Some things came just too soon so here I am again greeting you all a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR! “Xin Nian Kuai Le”. I received some bad news today but I couldn’t let it rub my joy isn’t it? As we were heading home, me and Louie dropped by at mega mall to grab something to eat. We’re so hungry so we ended up with unli rice in Tokyo Tokyo. Yeah, it’s Japan but we decided to watch THE GREAT WALL.


No. It’s not because of Luhan but because it’s Chinese New year! hehe! Anyway, so we watched it. It was a great movie. The soldiers are amazing and Luhan minor role.. we’ll let’s say, his character was one of the vital role in the movie!


Last week we also watched XXX Return of Xander cage and nope it’s not because of this X exo member named Wu.kkk.


Anyway, I would say I like xander cage more because it’s modern but I’m totally amazed by the warriors in great wall! So I don’t know. Just watched them both!:)

Thanks to my brother who pays the food while I pay the ticket! Not bad!



A glimpse of 2016


Happy New year!! I know this is late! We’re almost done for January but still, I wish you had a good kickstart of the year.

How was your holiday?

As usual, I went home last Christmas but I got stranded due to typhoon in Bicol so I spend my christmas in the bus!:( But anyway, I’m happy enough just to go home!:)


Quick glimpse of my 2016!

I watched Exoluxion at the start of the year! I only got 1 concert last year.


We go back to Korea. We started in Busan then travel to Seoul. My feet wanted to give up already due to too much walking but cherry blossoms make up for it!:)


I also travel to Singapore for Destiny conference and got a side trip in Malaysia. Marina bay was so beautiful!



Do hard things was the most amazing thing happened to me last year. It’s a 3 day camped and I suffer a lot, cry a lot, learned a lot. It was such a memorable experience and I wish all people could experience that camp!


I usually didn’t go home by October but I did this time. It’s our fiesta and I was able to watch the competitions and batallion review.


I was able also to visit my Tita in Boracay! Not just me, but our whole family! It’s our first family travel ever.


2016 was a year of travel for me and I thank God for enabling me to experience these things.

For 2017, I will focus more on investing so maybe less travel, but who knows? I have an amazing God who sees my heart desire!

May you have a wonderful journey this 2017! Create happy memories!:) God Bless!

Still Alive


Wow it’s been a while! I hope that everyone’s ok! Yesterday was my father’s bday. I can’t be with him but he is always in my prayer everyday so my wish is, in God’s will, he will live a very long and happy life!

What’s up with me these past few months? It’s quite busy, but exciting, most of the time I’m occupied and sometimes I just don’t feel like writing. When I don’t have a laptop, I dreamed one. Now that I have, I don’t want to touch it. I even writing this using my phone.

I don’t want to promise but I will try to update more.:) Christmas is fast approaching so as my birthday and it’s going to be very busy! Before I turned 27, here’s my pic taken last weekend! The 26th me. Just in case somebody wanted to give me a gift, I want a skate board!haha


As you get ready for the left and right parties and get together this season, remember…

“…dress in the wardrobe God picked out for you: compassion, kindness, humility, quiet strength, discipline. Be even-tempered, content with second place, quick to forgive an offense. Forgive as quickly and completely as the Master forgave you. And regardless of what else you put on, wear LOVE. It’s your basic, all-purpose garment. Never be without it.
Colossians 3:12‭-‬14 MSG



My Life Verse Series: Strangers


I was a shy kid. Really shy! I remember when I was in grade school my mom will always give us 1 peso everyday. That’s my daily baon. It became 5 pesos when I was in high school. But during grade school, I was the shy little girl and I can’t buy that 1 peso in a store. So I would still have that 1 peso in my pocket when I went home. Over the years, my mom is a very supportive mom and my teacher will always engage me in every school activities and so my shyness had minimize but I still don’t know how to interact with people. How to open and maintain a conversation. Due to my achievements, the shyness give birth to another character.. Pride. If before I was just shy and timid in making friends and striking conversation, here, I didn’t make an effort at all. I will not talk to them unless they talk to me first. Who are they anyway? In effect, I don’t have many friends and that makes me lonely at times. During weekends, I can only stays home and often I would be left alone and the pride finds another a pair, fear of rejection. Now, not only that I’m prideful to talk first, I’m also afraid I could not fit in.

But praise God, He speaks to my life! When I became a Christian, I was able to join in one department which called, Guest Relation Specialist. Here, we have to talk to the people. Get to know them. Consolidate them. Smile at them and take note they are a complete stranger! I remember my first days in this department. I purposely avoid people and I was just so awkward!:D But we are a front liners so you can only avoid, one or two but not the hundreds.

However, it is when I received this word that changes everything, “Keep on loving one another as brothers and sisters. Do not forget to show hospitality to strangers, for by doing so some people have shown hospitality to angels without knowing it”.

Isn’t it amazing?:)

I’m still in the department as team lead for pre-encounter team!:)#TuloyPaRin

Tuloy Pa Rin


Over the past few weeks, the Lord had expose a lot in my heart. You know how bad it felt specially when you don’t like it? And the fact that I can’t contest it because it is God who were correcting my heart. One thing I realize is that the Lord is a loving father. And just like our father on earth, he will correct us, and it will hurt and the most annoying part is he will not stop until we overcome, until we obey, until we change. Have you ever felt sometimes, that you don’t want to open your bible because he will still correct you and you don’t like the correction? But it is said that no discipline is pleasant at that time so my advise is that #tuloyParin! Just go on! Press on! Allow the Lord to break your heart and surrender to him everything that’s in it. Accept Gods correction over your life because when it’s finish, the fruit is a more mature character and a more stronger warrior of God that is You. To win the battle, surrender to Him.

The struggle is real. The battle is not easy! But amidst of everything, in this dying world that is full of confusion the Lord gave me this word, “Remain in me, as I also remain in you. No branch can bear fruit by itself; it must remain in the vine. I am the vine, you are the branches. If you remain in me an I in you, you will bear much fruit, apart from me you can do nothing.” John 15:4-5

And he goes on,” If you remain in me and my words remain in you, ask whatever you wish, and it will be done to you”

Life, goes on. Kaya Tuloy pa rin!

My Life Verse Series: Romance


I like to read. Novels. Romance. Rated M. +18. Yaoi. Bromance.  I have the assianfanfic site on my favorite. I also watch pornographic movies and videos. And then I wanted to stop. But  my mind was already been corrupted and I really struggle a lot. I wanted to erase it in my system but that was just so hard. Even if I don’t watch and read, they still crept into my mind, it escalated to the point that even in my dreams, I’m doing it and falling to it again and again and I will wake up feeling so guilty.  Asked the Lord for forgiveness and falling to it again that I felt so ashamed before God. Why, I can’t keep my promise?

You know that it is so hard to minister to people when you don’t have integrity? You really can’t. It’s not hard, you can’t.

But I have a powerful and loving God that  slap this verse to me.

“Daughter of Jerusalem, I charge you by the gazelles and by the does of the field, ” Do not arouse or awaken love until it so desires.” Song of Solomon 2:7.

If you read the whole of book of Song of Solomon, you will read this three times stressing it’s importance. In this verse, he taught me that we need to protect our self from sexual immorality. Like a gardener, we have to protect it from any unauthorized access. Not only that we need to put fences around it but we also need to guard it’s bloom.

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What does it mean? We may succeeded in putting fences on it but the bloom was already trampled. Lustful desires, romance fantasy, we should avoid. Yes, we may not have physical sexual intercourse but if we’re doing it in our mind and imagination, it’s already been trampled, corrupted, the bloom was gone. So let’s keep our body and mind pure, until it so desires-until we get married.

For we have a powerful and loving God. He is a alive. He speaks.

Happy Father’s Day!


My dad can’t cook nice dishes, can’t do laundry, can’t repair a broken leg of our table however, there are things that he’s really good at: Play a guitar, cracked jokes and sell vegetables ~rain or shine!

But the great things he did? Love my moms, raise two awesome sons and daughter (haha) and be the best father he can ever be!

You know, I grow up loving my dad! But because I have a very bad temper, I often hurt him, talk bad at him, being rude at him! I was like a proud who knows it all daughter! You see, my dad never finished high school and I got angry when he don’t know some things and got irritated often when I have to explain things.  I know. I know. I was such a bad girl and I regretted it all!

When I learned my father in heaven, I also realized how lucky I am to have a father like him here on earth. We can choose our friends, our spouse, our classmates and office mates~ that’s why drop outs and resignation exists. We can choose any people we hang out with but we can’t choose our family, our dad! They’re a gift from God. They’re God’s love expression for us that the moment we were born, he gave us a father who will protect us and love us just as he love us in Heaven. Exodus 20:12, the Lord gave this command and the only command that has a promise. “Honor your father and mother so that it may go well with you and you live a long life!” Isn’t that cool?XD

Other people would say, My dad left me, hurt me, don’t love me, abuse me. Congratulations! You’re tough, strong and a survivor the fact that you can read this right now.

A gift came from different shapes, color and kind. We just need to see it’s purpose in our life then we can received it with gladness in our hearts!:) Happy father’s day to all awesome daddies in the world!:)

My Life Verses Series: Hiding


In the next couple of days, weeks or months, I will be posting my life verses that God gave to me that totally changes my life! I hope that this give encouragement to everyone and be inspire, that the Lord of the universe, mighty and powerful, desires to speak to us, human, tiny like a dust, if we only allow Him and spend time with Him .

I grew up claiming to be a catholic but no, I seldom go to church! I don’t even know the ten commandments. Yes, I would say, I believe in Christ but that’s it, superficial. I heard of him but I really don’t have a deep knowledge and relationship with him. Bible? Pfft, boring.. And when I heard someone is a Christian, I was like, poor them. To say the least, we have a bad impression with Christians. Too religious but outside their church they still do things detestable to their belief! Drink wine, smoke cigarette, gamble, womanizer, speak curses,  etc. And then, things happened and I became a Christian myself! Would you think of it as a karma?


As a new Christian, I’m really hesitant to proclaim my conversion. I’m afraid  that people would think of me the same way I think about Christians before.




But the best part… I have a loving God that speak to me in every season of my life.

“If you suffer as a Christian, do not be ashamed, but praised God that you bear that name. 1 Peter 4:16

I felt like a bucket of water was poured unto me while this verse kept on playing on my mind. I asked God for forgiveness. So yes, I am a Christian! I have a powerful and loving God. He’s alive. He speak.